I've been visiting churches quite often these days...
and my insight of it is that its quite.... interesting....
First I have to stress that I am NOT being a racist,
nor do I intend to offended the christians or believers in any way.
I grew up without having a religion...
not that I hate it or disregard it,
I'm not an atheist...
I just couldn't see nor understand how "someone" could be all mighty and controls everything...
nor do I believe that this so-called "God" could determine my life,
as I myself am the one making decisions,
working hard and making my dreams come true....
I also do find this so-called "God" and also the people believing in Him hypocritical...
no offense....
If he were to make life great for everyone,
why is it that there's so many misfortunes?
And why does he ask for believers and followers,
if He really were to salvage everyone regardless of who they are?
IF.... if.... I were to point out a "God",
it would be my parents,
for they gave life to me and provided for me,
sacrificing for me....
not the one high above,
not the one I am not able to see or touch,
and definitely not the one who just watches when I suffer....
anyway.... I went to church-es.........
and ppl there are a little too friendly, a little too enthusiastic,
and there is far too much touching!!
stop touching me!!
I hate it when strangers, ppl I don't trust, like or consider as close touch me....
I've been holding back urges to bitch-smack them....
the other thing is well.... over-reacting?? over faithful??
not so sure if I should put it that way......
I just don't understand the need to pray that frequent,
and they are praying VERY frequently.....
at the beginning of the meeting, prayer...well obviously...
when they sing songs, when the pastor is preaching blah blah blah....
they pray all the time!!!
and I swear that this one woman was on her knees when she's praying....
intimidating...... but can't complain anyways.......
I'll just...stay away from her....... far...far...away.........
btw this pastor in this particular church,
he knew where I came from,
and well... he started using our slang in every single sentence when he spoke to me,
and he JUST WON"T STOP..... and he just keeps on smiling with that ugly face of his....
no offense man, but you are FUCKING ANNOYING....
don't use my country's slang when you don't even understand how to use it!!
and you sound so bad at it too.....
and my country's slang is alr quite bad to begin with....
Imagine me asking him to shut up....
I don't think the ppl will like it......
so anyway.....
this refreshes my mind, thoroughly, to why I'm not a religious person, and also why I'll never be one....
